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Lacie S. Bateau
January 9, 2025
This is a very important book
This is a very complicated story with brutal realism. The author should really be commended. It’s a story about love, addiction, codependency, obsession and recovery.
Atticus is a young man who is attending his first year of college. He’s socially awkward and lives for volleyball and video games. He’s serious in his studies and isn’t into the typical party scene. However his friends eventually get him to go to one and he meets Noah.
Noah is a social butterfly with a huge personality. I think of him as a party in a box. At first it seems like the typical boy-meets-boy, boy-crushes-hard, boys-date. But it’s not that simple. Not by a long shot.
Noah has a lot of vices. Atticus’s naivety causes him to not see how seriously messed up Noah is. When they should go slow in their relationship, they go fast. They become so enmeshed in each other, Atticus cannot breathe without Noah. Noah is like a freight train running amok with Atticus’s heart. Atticus takes on two roles: boyfriend and caregiver. He becomes obsessed with living for Noah, from watching his every move, to going through his stuff to see if he’s using. He pulls away from his friends, skips classes, and starts to screw up in volleyball.
The story is in first person; it’s Atticus’s story to tell. It was heart wrenching to see him going through hell. The emotional ups and downs were difficult to read at some points and I would just cry.
I won’t tell you how it ends. You have to read it for yourself. I HIGHLY RECOMMEND…