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Sara Husser
April 30, 2026
🩷🐙You're so beautiful. I've never met anyone like you, Lea. You're really special🌊💐
"It was like a Charley horse of the soul, and never did it hurt more than when I was left with only myself. It was a loneliness that was always there, waiting to find me at my most vulnerable moments."
"I was enamored with his blushes and his shy glances. He made me want to wrap my arms and legs around him and cuddle him aggressively. Like an affectionate alligator roll."
"He was like something that needed to be protected and preserved, and it was surprising how much I wanted to be the one to do those things."
"So the truth was, I didn't want him to leave. Having Beau here made me feel a little less lonely. He made my apartment worth coming back to, and that...I didn't want to let go of that."
"Lea was just a regular person, like me. A beautiful angel of a person whose smile made me feel like my lungs were collapsing."
"Why had I thought I'd ever be good enough for someone like Lea? I was just me, and he was...so much more."
"What would you wish for, Beau? If you could wish for anything. What would it be?"
"You."
"You're so beautiful. I've never met anyone like you, Lea. You're really special."
"You're not selfish. How can you be selfish when you've given me so many good feelings? You make me feel like I'm worth something. Like I matter. You keep making me feel all these things, Lea, and I just--I wish you could see what I see. Because I see you. And I never want to look anywhere else."
"My love for him was soft and all-encompassing, as quiet and gentle as he was."…