Home / Bisexual / If I Were To Die (Artificial Suicide Book 1)
Bisexual

If I Were To Die (Artificial Suicide Book 1)

L.A. Cannon, L.A Cannon
4.5 / 5.0
Published: 2024

Description

Kaj is a rockstar living life in the fast lane, but behind the stage lights and screaming crowds, he is searching for something real. When he retreats to a quiet, unassuming small town to escape the suffocating pressures of fame, he never expects to find Noah. Their connection is immediate, electric, and utterly transformative, challenging everything Kaj thought he knew about love, identity, and the compromises he makes for his career. This story captures the raw vulnerability of two people finding their missing pieces in one another. As their worlds collide, they must navigate the tension between public expectation and private longing. It is a heartfelt exploration of bisexuality, the comfort of finding home in a person, and the courage it takes to choose your own happiness over the path laid out for you. Readers are calling this an unputdownable experience, with many finishing the entire story in a single sitting. If you are looking for a romance that balances the glitz of the music industry with the cozy, grounding atmosphere of a small town, this is the perfect addition to your shelf. Prepare to lose your heart to Kaj and Noah in a journey that feels both deeply intimate and powerfully epic.

Customer Reviews

Top 3 from Amazon
K
Krystle Marie
November 17, 2024
Verified Purchase

This Was Incredible From Beginning To End!

This book was EVERYTHING I have been looking for recently!!! From the moment I read what the story was about I knew I needed to read it. This was one of those books where it just sucked you into it and you didn’t want to stop reading it. I was only at the halfway point when my heart started breaking and by the end it was completely shattered. All I wanted to do was give Kaj the whole time ugh. I don’t want to say anything without giving away the details of this book and what happens, but this is an absolute must read if you love angst and enjoy having a book ruin you. Those are my absolute favorites but now I will be eagerly waiting in anticipation for the second book and being able to see Kaj & Noah’s happy ending! It sure as hell would be a hard fought after one but they always come back to eachother so I have no doubt that the second book will be just as amazing as the first. I loved this sososo much and I can’t wait to see how their story will end and be able to have my heart mend!!!
T
Traci
November 24, 2024
Verified Purchase

Enemies to Lovers

I enjoyed this book. Noah meets Kaj and his friends at a young age. Noah and Kaj become very close but then life happens. They’re basically enemies as they go into adulthood. The story starts of kind of slow but it gets angsty. Then there’s the spice. This is my first read from this author. I did like this book and I can’t wait for book two. Book one does end on a bit of a cliffhanger. I would say the spice is 🌶️🌶️🌶️🌶️
R
Rachel
April 30, 2025
Verified Purchase

5⭐️

Best read I’ve had in a long time! From the moment I started I couldn’t put this book down and finished in one sitting. Kaj and Noah’s story starts out with beaming hope of happiness and friendship and later on love. Then tragedy hits, and then dread. This book had my emotions reeling and I’m so happy I picked this up when the second book was released because I am wasting no time waiting to find out how their story ends.