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May 7, 2026
I adored these two and their journey
I wasn’t quite sure about this book going in, but Rory and Neil grabbed my heart and I was lost. I often had tears in my eyes at the changes Neil went through to become the man he always wanted to be, but he was so conditioned to not even consider the possibility of someone for him, he resisted, almost kicking and screaming the whole way. It is amazing the roadblocks the mind can throw up, repressing the beautiful, expressive person inside, “shielding”from what the heart wants.
Rory was exactly what Neil needed, he knew what he wanted and was willing to go as slowly as necessary, seldom pushing for what he wanted, always mindful of Neil and his headspace as he wound his way into Neil’s heart and made things seem more possible, within reach. He gave Neil confidence, honored his fears and feelings, and supported him in whatever way possible.
Precocious Freddy added so much to the story. His astute observations about Neil, his life, Rory, and his expanding universe showed an understanding and awareness far beyond his 5-year old body and brain, exemplifying the old adage “out of the mouth of babes”. He was so articulate for his age, gathering and storing facts about topics that fascinated him and kept him focused, observing adults around him and drawing conclusions based on what he saw and felt. He reminded me of my grandson at about that age, fascinated by composers and their works, things I would never expect to hear from a 5-year old. He also reminded me of first-graders I…